LITTLE TRANSFORMATIONS

I love changes! I can’t help that. I believe that even the changes that do not seem to be for the better can lead me to a brighter view of my life. I implement this statement in my everyday life (sometimes with the loss of something very important but about this later). I modify the design of my bedroom almost every week. Why do I do that? I asked myself this question billions of times. I know people who stick with the same “arrangements” for years, cherishing the concert ticket form 1982 hanging on the wall- keeping underneath the sample of the real color of the wall. I couldn’t do that.

This seemingly insignificant “furniture metamorphoses” give me the impression that something is going on in my life, remind me that unlike the other areas of my life I do have control over this little space of mine.

Once a very good friend of mine posted a comment about my taste- “There is too much color in this room”! As an artist I am aware of the fact that some colors don’t go with the others. However…you have to understand (now a little bit louder)- I need to experience the whole palette of colors at home since I see outside mostly gray. Besides… the !shape of my life at this point reminds a huge question mark. When, and if I find “my place” to settle, the tones will calm down. Some colors certainly will come into focus, others will move to the background or naturally fade away…

The startups were hard- finding the quality stuff in 99 C store wasn’t the easiest thing to do. For my luck, I always had this talent to change the initial, authentic meaning of the objects. Garbage can? Why not using it as a vase? This little “DADA cheating” helped me out through the rough times :) See yourself…

September through January:

February through May:

NOW: